If you haven’t done so already, please read the first installment of this series. Even as I write this here and now, I feel the need to look over my shoulders. My life is scary these days, and it doesn’t seem to be going away.
Yet again: I am not a domestic terrorist.
Well, part of my intention in publishing yesterday’s post was get the whole thing to stop. I even submitted a tip to the FBI last night listing the FBI itself as the terrorist in a campaign against myself, the victim. How weird, if not hilarious. By the way, I’m not even sure the FBI is involved at all. Maybe it’s some other acronymic bully in the US Government terrorizing me. To wit, I have photographic evidence that my vehicle was entered last night while I was sleeping in it. If anything, their terror against me has increased. And, yes, I know this all sounds paranoid.
Because that’s the point.
And speaking of “the point,” let me use this post to describe a few more ways that I know I’ve been targeted, if only to help you to understand when you are targeted too. Someday, we will all be treated like this. Because, recall, Terrorism is based on terms and definitions, things like ANTIFA and ISIS, which may or may not be well-defined. In the case of ANTIFA, this could include anyone, like myself, who opposes fascism. I have read about the concept of fascism and SHOULD oppose it.
I guess I haven’t been such a good dog, and so will be treated like a bad dog.
Now, some information about my plight (i.e., their programs of intimidation and harassment).
Psychological Priming
Part of “gang stalking” is manipulation of the victim’s mind. Yeah, I know. Time for me to put on a tin-foil hat and crawl into a bunker somewhere. Well, I won’t do that, so please get over it. What I will do is isolate for you a few ways in which they have sought to manipulate me.
The first, and I can only guess why this is the case, is cigarettes. I do not smoke, but my abusive father did. As such, I take their psychological priming of cigarettes to be an attempt to rehash the abuses of my childhood, if only to terrorize my mental state. Once again, I am mentally healthy in spite of their efforts to the counter.
Their attempts to prime me for cigarettes first came in the form of Allan repeating, almost verbatim the statement:
“We smoke cigs. Sometimes when I’m at a party I’ll smoke a cigarette.”
In general, he placed a large pause between “cigs” and “Sometimes” if only to prime me twice, within the same statement. Recall, Allan is the Community Based Agent that provided me with a basement room that turned out to be a scam. Since you may be thinking that there’s nothing odd or weird about the statement above, especially if, as I believe, Allan is an idiot, let me speak to the counter. He was good enough as Social Engineer, but had major shortcomings for the job. Had he repeated this statement once or twice that would be one thing. However, he repeated it all the time, probably some 15 separate times in less than 4 months.
Since leaving Longmont, I have observed an inordinate amount of strangers smoking cigarettes right next to my car. Just this morning, in fact, a man stopped by the car, looked in for about 5 minutes, then lit up. Following this, he proceeded to blow smoke directly at my car. About a week ago, a couple sat and smoked next to my car. When I looked at them, they took on the countenance of having seen me before. I had never met them. They shouldn’t know me.
Since this could all be Confirmation Bias, let me dispel that notion. I had never, ever, observed so many people smoking next to my car, before all of this began. Now, people will stop next to me in parking lots and blow smoke in the direction of my vehicle, almost as if they’re making a point to have me smell it, and therefore be reminded of my abusive father.
This is not all of it either. There appears to be other priming too:
Dogs
Surgery
And most aptly: Sharp Objects
In the case of dogs, I had someone pull up next to a camp of mine and play the electronic sounds of barking dogs, over a loud-speaker. In general, it is not difficult to note the difference between naturally barking dogs and recorded dog sounds being used in cycles. And this was LOUD, and right about when I was about to play music. I won’t go as far as telling you that they knew I was going to play music and that blasting dog sounds was a good way to upset me, but I will go as far to say that this was obviously a loud-speaker and not actual dogs.
In the case of surgery, I am not sure what their point is. It could have something to do surgery involving pain and pain being something most people generally seek to avoid. I don’t know, and in some ways, I don’t care. If I did care, this all would upset me too much, and I’m doing my best not to let that happen.
Now, and finally, there is the obvious. Sharp objects relate to the highly deniable damages to my car and pretty much everything else I own. They have scratched and tarnished virtually all of it. I am not sure what state I’d have to be in to not notice so much being torn up. I have taken great care of my things since I was a kid. I guess that’s one way to exploit my weaknesses. I appreciate keeping my things nice, and so they do the opposite, if only to terrorize me. I spoke with a friend just this morning and she had dealt with a similar thing. She took it as a band of psychos and not necessarily the government in her case. I see it as both; psychos working for the government.
Anyone else would feel too bad to destroy the things of others.
This puts me onto another topic. How exactly do they recruit people to be Community Based Agents?
The Recruitment of Community Based Agents
Trust. This is the biggest one. The community has to trust each and every one of them, especially as it relates to the trust that same community places upon you. This makes the community, wherever that may be, less inclined to believe you, which increases the deniability of their efforts. The detective on my case in Longmont made a point to note that “Allan has absolutely no criminal history.” He owned a skateshop on Main Street in Longmont. I am just a guy living out of his car half the time. Why would that same community, and therefore its police system and other useful entities, believe me?
They won’t.
In both cases that I know of being intercepted, the level of trust among their respective communities was so high as to create no question relative to me. And this is coming from someone who doesn’t really lie. I don’t cheat. I, in general, don’t do anything wrong. Still, the community trusts them too much for their to be any doubts.
Beyond trust, there are some other qualities. The recruited individual has to be capable of destroying the things of others without showing too much empathy or remorse. if they were to show these qualities, they would give themselves away too easily to be useful. Therefore, they HAVE TO BE CAPABLE OF ATROCITIES. When I first noted damages and could tell that Allan was doing it, he seemed more remorseful about it all. The first time I brought up damages to him, he began by saying “I’m sorry if anything of yours got messed up.” This was before I had even said anything was messed up.
So far we have (1) trustworthy and (2) atrocious. This would naturally include psychopaths and those with certain other natural mental health inclinations, like schizoid personality disorder. Now, since I have spent this section so far merely describing the ideal Community Based Agent, let me get to the point.
How are Community based Agents recruited?
One fundamental overlap I have noted in everyone involved is that they use Facebook. This leads me to believe that Facebook exists, in part, to serve the state. And not at all levels. The police have a hard time gaining access to Facebook posts and friends lists that have not been made public. While, and this is a big while, the state has no issue gaining the same access. For example, I can recall at least one story in the news where Texas, I think, went after a mother who had aborted a child/embryo, based on Facebook messages. If I am wrong about this story, then please let me know in the comments section below.
Still, the point is there, somewhere. The police (i.e., the conduits of personal justice) have a hard time gaining access, while the state (i.e., the conduits of rich and/or political justice) have it easier.
Still, there has to be more to all of this. If the government went about posting blast recruitments on Facebook, someone would, eventually, defect. So, it is more likely that certain qualities are analyzed and assessed heavily before such opportunities are made available. As a statistician, I can totally see this being the case. I can see each click, each like, and every position of the pointer relating to qualities that make someone a good choice. A good choice to aid and abet in the abuses of surveillance and terrorism at the state level. I am living it and so deserve the right to call it abuse, to see it as terrorism.
I mean they’re waiting until I leave my car alone, even if for 5 minutes, to place small marks and scratches on the things inside the car. As for the outside of the car, I will note, by comparing recently-taken photos, that they are damaging the exterior while I’m in it, likely when I’m asleep. Since the point is to make me as uncomfortable as possible, preventing me from sleeping, via fear, would be a good place to start.
Like I said: it’s terrorism.
And terrorism has to start somewhere.
When Did This All Begin?
I won’t go into a macro-level discussion of the history of state-sanctioned terrorism against non-violent and non-offending citizens. I’ll leave that to others more qualified to write about such things. I do best when describing my own plight, as if introspection and awareness are part of who I am. I do know that light has been made of similar programs, like COINTELPRO, operating as far back as the 1960’s. That’s 60 years ago.
In my case, I have been able to tie my loss of employment at CU Boulder to this all. I can see that my worries about someone entering my home while I was out teaching to have some foundation in my being placed on a domestic terrorist list. I would find things moved within the home, the blinds in a different state than I left them. This led me to worry while I was teaching, to not be my best self for the job. I love teaching, and so losing this position was devastating to me. My loss of this position set forth the nightmare I have been living ever since. In retrospect I can see that certain conversations just outside of ear-shot also contributed to my messy mental state. It is worth noting here that “targeted individuals” are often met with intentional conversations just outside of ear-shot, as if the state is attempting to say, “See, we have control over the people around you too.”
Still to this day, I notice certain conversations in close proximity to me that contain heavy amounts of relevant speech. Things so relevant to me and so numerous that it’s like I’m having the conversation. Just this morning, a man in line before me at the coffee shop mentioned living in a car, my mother’s name, and struggling with damages. How weird. How intentional.
Once again, let me state without any uncertainty:
I am not currently mentally ill. I am not suffering from paranoia, though I am meant to seem as though I am. This is state-sanctioned gaslighting.
And, yes, gaslighting is a HUGE part of “gang stalking.”
Gaslighting makes the plight of the victim much less believable, alienates them further, seeks to break them down. Well, I can see it, and so am not as taken in by it. Still, it’s a pain in the ass.
Either way, let me wrap this up. Lest I ramble my way into a book.
Here, I’ve discussed the Surveillance State’s Psychological Priming efforts, the recruitment of Community Based Agents, as well as my own timeline of being placed unfairly on a domestic terrorists list.
To add some finality to these issues, let me note their correspondence with Trump’s second term as president of the United States. This is not to say anything negative about Trump or presidents in general. It is merely to show that SOMETHING changed between Biden and Trump that has led to the placement of non-violent, non-offending citizens on domestic terrorists lists.
Again, I believe that it’s my mouth that got me placed on this list. Of course, this means that I never actually had any Freedom of Speech. It also implies that I am not actually free. I mean, what is freedom anyway?
It certainly isn’t this.
Statistical Consulting from analytllc 
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